I have just realised that after living with someone for a long time, I start recognizing them by the way they walk. Not by looking at the way they walk, but by listening to them walk somewhere, I mean. I don't know how long I need to start differentiating between people by their walks, but I doubt I need that long... I could recognise my father's walk after a few weeks.... Still, a weird way of recognising people, especially if you think that even in this, everyone is unique...

When lonely, I shut myself away from everyone until I'm fine with being alone. Then, I can be ok again.

It is 5 in the morning and I am at last done with my english presentation and all the assignments and the logbook and... I think that was it. I may be tired... maybe not, I'm not sure right now. One thing I know for certain is that I barely have enough time to sleep. Not enough time, never enough... So it's more tea and probably falling asleep during some class or another after my presentation is done. Wonder what else I have to do this week... it is the week before the break after all. Swedish, Socials, what else? Religion? No that's later...
I've lost the ork. Must be something about almost being done with gymnasium that I barely care. Too close to the end to fight on, is that it? Maybe, maybe, maybe... too many uncertainties to say for certain. Too much stuff to focus on one thing. And even if there wasn't, what's there to focus on?
I think I'm tired... so it's more tea and cookies for me. Maybe some ice cream to get some sugar. Sugar's good for you when you need some energy, I hear... something they say... they...

This is just stuff I felt like throwing out of my brain. Don't pay too much attention to it unless you want to.